The body never forgets
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Jan 18 - 8PM
The body never forgets
It's been almost a week since the first encounter with the N in almost 3 years.
Because he was civil, and I didn't emotionally freak out, I thought it was fine.
But my body has been telling a different story.
My rosacea and irritable bladder have been flaring up badly- I didn't have these illnesses until after D&D.
My ear was aching - I had a bad ear infection after a bad discard.
My insomnia and anxiety are at full tilt. I was on sleeping tablets for 3 weeks after a bad discard, I was so deranged and upset.
Even though I feel emotionally quite distant from the whole event - my body hasn't forgotten at all.
Hope you are feeling better
If this is too much to handle
Luckily this was a one off
Kollontai
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Sorry to hear this