I know I shouldn't do this but..

I do glance at his fb page from time to time, can you please translate these posts he's made?I feel as though they are directed at me. He did make a post last night that said: mmmmmm.......Sex.......great way to cure the blues. Then I noticed this morning that he erased it and he never erases posts. The post did keep me up all night. I have maintained no contact other than checking out his page - sorry don't mean to sound pathetic..

Sept 1: Love is a strange thing...Just when you learn how to use it...it's gone...

Aug 31 Walking through the rooms in my head.I came across your image.You had that sweet smile on you face.But then I saw the knife in your hand...

Sep 3 for some reason I love this song for sometime now: Bye Bye Beautiful by Nightwish

Sep4 Some assholes say Im an alcoholic.....I have only one drink with my dinner.Had 15 dinners today...

Thanks...