The body never forgets

It's been almost a week since the first encounter with the N in almost 3 years.
Because he was civil, and I didn't emotionally freak out, I thought it was fine.

But my body has been telling a different story.

My rosacea and irritable bladder have been flaring up badly- I didn't have these illnesses until after D&D.
My ear was aching - I had a bad ear infection after a bad discard.
My insomnia and anxiety are at full tilt. I was on sleeping tablets for 3 weeks after a bad discard, I was so deranged and upset.

Even though I feel emotionally quite distant from the whole event - my body hasn't forgotten at all.